Act.

Act
Like the rest.
We all act like someone different,
When there is something which might upset a friend we act like theres nothing wrong.
They know there is,
The person lies, and just says something which is obviously wrong,
Closer than you think, trying to help you are these people around.
That are trying to help the situation, person doesn't want to know, doesn't take their advise and never truly recovers.
If you listened to the advise and made sense of it, it might actually help you, stop dwelling on what could have been and what is.
Fact is, your stuck in a rut, your stuck on what you want, and cant get over it when your refused it, sulk all you like its not going to help you.
My advise, act like this, not going to help you
Thinking so negatively isn't going to help Anyone.