who?

Ive Changed in more ways than one.
the way i act, the way i handle things.
i don't know what has done this,
But i don't want to go back, I'm happier, well than when i was before.
I'm confident happy.

However I'm no happy within this state.
This state of Awkwardness. i hate it.
Walking around that room a million times with my headphones in today, slowly moving up to the aisle that you were secluding to yourself.
building up that confidence within myself,
then i looked at you
and just caved. my head stopped me.
i listen to my head two weeks ago and look where it got me.
I don't want this. This weirdness which isn't right. I still think of you as my best friend.
Hell i still think of you as my best friend with an upside.
but it tears everyone apart. you loose your mind. and i stop listening to my heart.
I just cant do this anymore!
If you read this and agree with me, then tomorrow morning when we all get in, we forget everything.